Life? Hmm...

I hope there will be one day, where my dreams will be fulfilled....

Sunday, January 29, 2006

A friend in need, is a friend indeed.

At times when skies turn grey, people who cared and concern about you do just appear. Really thank you girls for asking what's wrong and again, listen to my grumblings again. 辛苦了.. I guess its all these crossroad jitters in me that caused me to lose the confidence or should I say, to bring out that 'fake' confidence I always put on during presentations or interview test. I am lost, I hate to make big choices. Actually back in year 1 I thought I would want to 'train' myself to be able to make big choices, so I tried for the club. At year 2, I want to 'achieve' more, so I tried for the main comm, still remember that tear jerking talk I had with Mr Ko after I handed up the nomination form. Haha~ How time flies. But I guess its all in me, I hadn't changed.

I am now 20 years and 1 month old. =) Another 11 months before I turn 21. But I guess, I will never ever wish for the key of total freedom, it would just mean more responsibilities. Dreams, hopes, plans & responsibilies come together don't they? But often, one have to ties down with another. When you have responsibilities, you can't have all your wishes. When others have plans for you, you do have to give up your dreams at times. Get what I mean? The irony of life when people say ' You're young and you should pursue what you LIKE instead of what others want you to be'. But how often we get to do that?

In anyway, I hope the ASc students do support the Applied Science Dinner & Dance. It's the first and I guess the ASc students should like kind fo support by going ya? =) Alrite, I shall stop here. Today's first day of CNY, my 3rd day off. I procrastinated 3 days, w/o any house visiting, w/o any work done. Applause to Miss Tan please. =)