The Significance of Blogging..

How does blogging means to anyone of you out there? Is it a revenue for venting your anger, frustrations and sorrows? Or a place for you to share you happiness with anyone possible? Or simply both? As for me, its for of a revenue for me to vent out my anger, frustrations and troubles. I was telling Joanne or rather, assuring her that I am ok. Even though I had been having insomnia for the past few days. Ha.. Imagine yourself handling cashier counter or filling prescriptions with an average of 2 - 3 hours of sleep everyday. I survived that and I hope still surviving. =)

Ok back to where I were, I was assuring Joanne that I am alright and ok, despite of all the problems that cropped up and those that are still lingering around me. I just told her what I really need is to cry. A way for me to de-stress. But the best way out would be blogging and crying out loud at the same time! But who would always have the space for yourself to cry out loud? So blogging had take up the heavy resposibility of being my 'shoulder' to 'cry' on. I do have very very very close friends that I can claim them as my dear sisters, but I think I am that someone who do not like to reveal too much of my problems until I cannot take it ba. That's why you people see me whine and complain a lot. It's just to prevent me from 'exploding'. But I do agree that I always whine on things that are rather superficial. Reason? Mentioned earlier on.

As much as how significant blogging is to me, I chose to keep things that are really happy and heart-warming close to my heart. Not that I do not want to share what happened, but I rather I share it with people that is worthwhile and to people who is willing to share with me. Speaking of which, I had been thinking real much these days. With the deadlines pushing me, FYP, SIP, Assignments.... I can say I will go bonkers anytime. But ya, I will still keep my cool. I am so looking forward to the night's out on the last day of SIP. =)

Off topic for now. I am hoping I can claim my time off to get a day off on the 27th. So I can get a long break of 5 days. Pray for me that I get it! I need the time to rush my MP report and MP logbook! Sigh... Beginning to not wanting to leave WOO poly, sigh.... why is this happening. And guess what, one of the PT actually ask me to go ask for a placement there since there is an opening now.. Sigh... What should I do. But somehow, I guess one of the PA that's staying will get it. Sigh... Forget it. Just hope my mum and I can think of someway for me to pave a route for me to carry on my further education. But that would means a minimum of 3 years to a maximum of 5-6 years (If I am doing F.Studies there though..) in Australia. Hmm... I don't know la... If can then see how...

K la.. Stop here le... Getting so sick and tired of things. Things that make me feel so worthless as a being. Bye for now. (Sometimes I wonder who reads my blog.. Haha~)