Just thinking..

Sometimes I really think I am a just another someone fighting some war alone. Don't know why. I was thinking, since primary school, I have been very self-concious about what people think about me. It's like what people say and what they think about me can make or ruin my day. Guess it is still the same now ba. I am very sensitive to things. But I do not appear to be like that sensitive. But I am only sensitive to certain things. It's not about those teasings and stuff. It's more of an internal fight within myself. It's like a turmoil of emotions la. Do not know how it come about but it just come lor. Felt very alone. I appreciate the friends around me. But I guess it's just a surge of emotions ba. Think I stop here le. Just come online for some breather after those long tormenting revisions. Actually the revisons was some on and off ones. I guess I really missed too much lectures on PC. But luckily I am able to understand the whole of topic 2 ba. Topic 3 was disasterous though. I am only pinning my hopes that I can pass this paper well, and save me from supp. Bless me. Jia you my friends. =)

- Edit - Guess I know what I am suffering from le. Inferiority. Any anti-depressants for me?