Fish!

ARGH! A long long nice nice post on ytd's account is gone... Lazy to type liao la! Anyway in conclusion, ytd tio suan like no one biz lor hor.... Joanne, Emily, Ben, Von, Ai Qin, Jan , Wendy was there. It's a birthday treat for Qin and Von la.. Hope they enjoyed themself too... And ya, Janice, Wendy like the 'facial wash'? ;p (siam) K la... Now move on to today...

Got back my PC quiz results.. I am pretty sure I failed my CA. Sian.. Now don;t know should I study for exam or not. Or should I just bia for BPharm? Feel so lost. Feel like a failure though. Is like I don;t seems to succeed in anything I do after I come poly. It's me or the surrounding? Sigh.... I can't stabd myself any further.... Was feeling so down when I see people around me scoring well, rejoicing on how well they have done. I will never have the chance to do that... I know people will say I can work harder... Then I will have the chance to go thru the 'rejoicing' process. But it's no longer a problem anymore. As in, even if I work hard now, isn't it a lil too late? Ot should I say, it's already extremely late. I feel so can't be bothered now. But what to do.... Ha! Psycological aspect....... Learned helplessness........ Don;t know la.... Will decide when the time comes... Now I have the same feeling with Jai le... Sudeenly feel like going to club.... But I am not tt kinda person who like to go clubbing. As in I like to blast those Rock-pop kind of music, but I hate having smokers around me..... If I go club, ha! Smokers everywhere... Suan le la.... Just a thot of de moment.... SIAN AH!!!!!!!!!!