I guess not much people is reading my blog le... Due to the lack of updates?
Been busy but not too busy but going to be real busy soon. I am beginning to lose faith in myself in believing I can do the best for what I had set for myself. Not saying do my best. But to reach for what I aim for seems so unrealistic suddenly. Well, the goals I set is realistic. I am not aiming for As' and Bs' as I know it will NOT belong to me. But somehow, I felt tt way. These 2 days have been getting distracted form lectures but still managed to get some lil concepts here n there. But the stuff dun remain in my head for more than a day. Felt such a failure at times but still gotta face it. Sigh... memory is failing me...

Sometimes I wonder I changed a lot in this 1 year...... Dunno leh..... Always asking pple to cheer up yet I am thinking loads of rubbish inside me... Sigh.... So sian... Maybe I am feeling inferior ba... Have been envying pple.... But don;t worry... Not to e extend of being jealous. Sigh... think I stop here le. Byes

WHY BBOARD CAN'T LOG IN!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!