Now... OLTC's over...

Well, OLTC's finally over... Can't help feeling weird but I do had my share of fun and kudos to the committee for organising it. There are times when I felt frustrated over but when I see things as an official.. I can somehow understand why things turn out like this. But whatever it is, still think the club pple deserve a pat on their back. Jia You for Week Zero ba...

Tmr's back to work. Am looking forward and dreading actually. I still feel very tired. Imagine I slept 20 hours str8 after I reached home. Is like when I reached home, had a very very big share of lunch then I bathed str8 away and off to bed with my dripping wet hair str8 away all the way till 7+ wake up for 20 mins for dinner.. And back to bed till this morning 8+~ Felt like a pig. But tt's how tired I am.... But well, I dont hate the tiredness but I hate this lactic acidosis! Ya people, I ran during the camp.. haha~ Nvm...

I have been missing out/neglecting some people out there. this includes Jaime (how are you girl?), Wendy (Dont know where u die till le la...) and some other people... And often even when I see people dear to me around me, I still feel I had miss them out. Is like I no longer feel like I am their friend. Dont mistake me, we are still friends but is like.... Hmm.. Dont know how to explain... Just felt plain uselsss at times.... Need not care mucb about what I said la...

I think I shouldnt put what my mum says too seriously already... She's like taking back her words again. Felt so sick. Is like playing with me la... But I will still consider the option of going back to books though.

Anyway. think most of my friends who applied for Uni will get it la... And Frank, I rather u do what u want then doing something you hate. Why not just apply again next year? Since you have 2 years in NS to consider too.... You can always keep your options open... IMO, what the others say abt you, you can choose to ignore them la... It's your life anyway. No offence to the 'others' I am saying about. But sometimes I really felt that as a friend, not only we should give suggestions and criticism as a true friend.. But also to support him or her when he/she had made a choice even though we know it may not be the best for him/her. But still, its their own life they are leading... What we can do is to provide feedbacks, opinions and criticism and not forgetting to support them while doing so.

Time to go back and unpack my luggage and cleaning up of my room... Afterwhich.. Back to books and notes in preparation for my training... Just hope it will not get delayed again. Sigh...

-IWishICouldEscapeFarFarAway-