Dilemma... Once again..

Sigh... All I need is recognition, appreciation and maybe. more faith... Is it that difficult?

My mum have been asking me to go ahead with my overseas studies these 2 days. Maybe she do not know the amount of money needed. And most importantly, I will be away like 4 years or so if I am to pursue the course I want (Pharmacy or Radiography). It is such a long time and I really cannot bear to just leave eveyrthing behind, Sigh... Save me from all these dilemma...

Kinda stressed up at work, but all I can do si to act relaxed and crazy so to mask it up. It's tiring.

I want time to turn back. And one more thing, I miss those days.