Drained

I am feeling so drained out... I am thankful that I am only working for 3 days next week. Needed that break very much. Work... Ignts... As usual la... Felt very stupid and felt like I am hindering them than to help them... Dont know what to say much either. I cannot click with them.. Maybe it takes time.. I felt very tired and time passes very slow... Someone tell me what to do? But for a matter of fact, I learnt a lot from my 3.5 days in TPY so far... In terms of drug knowledge that is. Felt more 'valued' by the superior. In terms of colleagues, maybe I had grew to be able to talk more to the people in Wdlds, I tend to really miss the people there. How I wish there will be another person from our batch can come to TPY to work... but I know its impossible... Haiz... I felt so so so isolated and alone more than ever. Yes, MORE than ever... including SIP period....

Girls.... I miss u girls.... All my girlfriends... Any of the girlfriends I know... Can we go to Marina bay for a steamboat gathering soon? I just realise having one day break per week is so short. Not even enough to recharge... Sigh.. I need to get used to all these ASAP.... I need to grow up....