I hate myself!

I should have go and read the past year papers. I should have believe in my own intuitions! I am really fed-up with myself! I know the answers to the questions but y don't I just open my mouth and ask to clarify the questions! Why don't I look through the past year papers?! WHY!!!!!! You know the main 15 marks question is EXACTLY the same as last year term test paper? You know another 40% of the questions also come from the term test paper! And damnmit! I KNOW THE ANSWERS! I DID STUDY FOR ALL THOSE!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY HATE MYSELF!

My hope of getting at least a C or C+ fly away liao la. You know when Janice called me and tell me the degree of similarity between last year's DDCT paper and today's paper, I can practically hear my heart break! ARGH!!!!!

I HATE MYSELF!