CRAP and how unfair life can be.

I think I am having lots of difficulties with the OLTC report writing. Apologies to Joanna on the delay when I promised to send it back to u one day vafter the camp. zz~ My bad.

Feel a lil pissed off when I heard wat my mum said a moment ago. It goes like this, at my place... Hoursework are like allocated. Like for me, I have to do laundries. My sis have to vaccum the floor. For now right, I do not really do the laundries a soften comapred to before. Because my mum will just dump our clothes to wash when she need to wash her uniform. So ya, kinda a load off my back. But I will still need to hang up the clothes and any other laundries crap, I will still need to do. For my pampered sis? Ha! Vaccumming the floor like may once a month or 2 weeks. So you can imagine how dusty my place is. Ya, that attribute to my sinus. And know what my mum say everyday before she goes to work to me? 'Since u no need to go to sch or work, help to vaccum the floor la. Your sis go to school very tired one.' How irony when I have to do laundries straight away when I am back from a 4 days camp. Or whenever I come bck, I will see my sis laying on the sofa, if not my mum and sis nua-ing on the sofa. And orders to do this and that will start to come along.

I am feeling fed up over all these treatments. Ok, so since I am kinda bored, I will just vaccum the bedroom where 4 of us sleep. Because I had been having dry eyes and running nose (acts of sinusitis) when I sleep these days. So I jolly well do the vaccuming. When my mum get home, she got agitated! WHY? Because I ONLY vaccum the bedroom. Ok, so she say I will vaccum the study room while my sis will vaccum the living room and kitchen. I did it with NO complains. Hours after I finished vaccuming, my sis is still laying on the sofa.... So I went to the kitchen to check out for some stuff to eat. And my mum says to me 'Go help your sis vaccum la, you do NOTHING at home today. Help and vaccum will die meh?' Please, you're asking a favour to me. What's with this attitude. Cannot stand it. Then here come along with all the threatening and stuff. Shucks. Life sucks at times.

Staying at home whole days does not mean I am NOT doing anything. Even if I am, why you can while I can't? Or using what you rebuke me? Because I am busy for my own stuff. Wasting my time on school activities, YMCA project? Please, you going out with your own friends, working can be counted as your own stuff too. Why my sis can be excused going to school and meeting up her firends and I can't? I simply refuse to give in now. Sick and tired of how TIRED you are. I know you're tired. But I am too.

Ok, enough of my rumblings, my mum will not get to see this anyway.