Life? Hmm...

I hope there will be one day, where my dreams will be fulfilled....

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Happy 2005 !!!

Guess now is the time where I should really conclude Year 2004 and welcome year 2005 with some resolutions~

Conclusion for year 2004

Finally one sem which I do not have any supp papers. Did regain some confidence and my self esteem did rise a little. Just hope that I can carry on this way.

Have too much mood swings this year. What went wrong? However I keep tihnking it is my fault. Am always putting the blame of whatever that happened on me. But it only happen like this after I reflect.

Finally realise I do not have many people around me. And finally know what is the cause of something. But it no longer bothers me now.

Was always thinking if some old friendship is possible to revive. But I think somethings had change for the worst. I have a plan at this moment. Or should I say is a wish. But I am not pinning any hopes for it to come true. No, it's not becoming as close as before now.

I came to realise how important everyone is to everyone. No one should be too selfish to believe that 1 person belong to oneself. I learnt to look at things at a different angle. However I still failed to share what I had learn to others who are unhappy because they are unable to look at the same situation at a different angle.

My relationship with my family have been good or now and bad the next moment. What's causing this? Is it my selfishness? Or am I just not thoughtful enough?

And lots more. But I shall here. It will go on non stop...

Resolution for Year 2005

For my results to improve. If not, at least maintain..

Be sure of what I want in my very own life. And maybe stop interferring in other pple businesS? LoL

SAVE MORE $$$... Or maybe SPENT LESS!

Maybe should start buying other top/bottoms instead of just tee-shirts and jeans. But I do really want MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOREEEEEEEEEE jeans! Hmm.... what? Skirt? haha~ See how la...

Know more people and be their friends. I mean FRIENDS not ACQUITANCE.

Be less of a complain queen...

And my friends to suan me less... -winks-

And maybe it's time to shed my weight? Erm...... nono.... not like others who say 'shed tt little tummy of mine...' I shoud say......... SHED HALF OF MY WEIGHT!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA! But highly impossible la... LoL~ Just put this up in case my folks start to create chaos at my taggie... -winks-