Heyo~ Finally back with an entry... Thnk my blog is dead. Like what Ben had said... But well.... today actually felt quite sad when Chris said something. Which really hit the deepest corner of my heart. Almost cried but managed to stop myself. hehe~ Pai seh la... Cry infront of her... I think I cried many times infront of her liao.... LoL! Thinking of e past whereby she want to slap me?! Funny thought.... Always used that to threaten her to make her treat me a little better. Think I am her 'gui ren' lor.... Always there helping her. But really hope there come a day where she can rely on herself and be independent....


Actually help her to do her project today~ And I mean the whole presentation slide. Think I know e contents of the whole presentations slide at least 500% better den her ba. And I mean five hundred percent. LoL ....


Then just now I let Chris see some pictures since she requested too... Den she say something which make me got gan chu to say le... Sigh... Similar thinkings sia.... Still dun get it why last time she hate me so much and now she love me soooooooooooooooo much..... ~awwwwww........... LoL!


But I really miss e good old days... Do feel lonely at first... But think I am getting the hold of being alone most of the time le ba... Think I had really change a lot in these fews years. Since sec 3 where I can really start laughing seated to all the way rolling on the floor with severe stiches. (Rmb Jaime... Those 'after-band' annoucement periods? And we always tio pumped one) LoL! Sigh.... I miss being in a sch band.... The commitment level we have is so similar. Very different compared to a community band. Where most pple only go there to play ... den pack and go off. Sigh.... I miss BAND CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Those late night star gazing................ The ghost story session with Mr Aw........ The night spent on the study benches outside GO which sure gave us a bad backache when we wake up the next morning........... LoL~~~~~~~~~~ Then e water bomb session after certain games at e field....... Which we will den sabotage e conductor... Teacher in charge... exco............. Sigh~~~~~~~~ i miss secondary school days.... I miss my friends too........... i miss everything.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Think I alone for too long le... suddenly got a lot of gan chu~ Sigh~ I want to work! I want to go out and absorb fresh air.... My backaches are coming back due to the long sitting hours.......... Sigh~ And I don't want to get addicted to computer gaming again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-Happy Birthday Andrew-