Well, not long ago Jerison (A friend I get to know when I am still in Audio Image) called me... He ask me to go to PhilYouth again. Think it is the 4th or 5th time already. Haha~ Think he set me to another round of confusion and dilemma again. I do not know if my passion for music is still as strong as before. Definitely, it won't be stronger than e point where I just join AI. But am I still as interested to challenge myself to all those running notes... Scales... difficult pieces?


I do not know if I were to go to Phiyouth, it will be for friends or for my passion... If it's for friends, I felt that I had let down my friends who keep holding on to the hope that the same old bunch of pple can play together, believeing that it is such an amazing thing to do as we all shared the same passion. But, if I am there for my passion... Will my determination for wanting to play well... To practice often get on to me? I am someone with rather low determination. I am afriad that I go to PhilYouth for the wrong reason.


But I do not deny that I missed the good old days where we hangout together after band practices.... Skiving during sectionals with Kelvin... The late nights sectionals/rehearsals we had before any concerts.... Those people are really fun to hang out with. And I will never want to lose them as my friends a.k.a bitching pals. Kelvin is like a lilttle brother to me. Still remember those days when he will come to me asking me silly questions. Well, he is someone who is very sensitive to how one look at him. Jerison, ha! This brudder of mine.... Always have all those long bitching phone chats in late nights. Daniel I tihnk it's out of the picture for quite some time le.... In the past, there is still Amanda... Melvin.... Jaime... My sis.... But I think the people who really make my day in AI are Jerison and Kelvin as we were in e same section. A lot of joy and fun... Hmm... Just heard that SHaron is in Philyouth now.. Maybe one of the reason I do not want to go to Philyouth is because of Sharon ba... But Jerison told me she's a changed person. SHe understand our mentality back then when we left AI. Really hope she does bah... If not I really got nothing to say... K la.. SHall stop here... Byebye~