Going out on Sunday to meet my secondary school friends (? ? ?) Hmm.... Never mind... Is expecting Chris not to turn up... Well, true enough... She smsed me just now.... Heck liao la~ Haizz...... Skipped whole day fo school for today and tomorrow... very tired and just want to stay at home. But still, have to go to school for tmr's seminar.... As a 'planted' member of 'public'. haiz~ What e hell right? Hmm........ Feel kinda out in my CCA now. Don;t know why also. Was very restless yesterday...... Hmm........... Was kinda surprised when I did not heard BiBi's name in the FA list for OLTC. She was very very pissed off course. I was asking her whether she asked hazel or any of the organizing comm.... She just told me she can't be bothered. Can be understand la. I do not want to be a FA, and when my name is not mentioned during yesterday's meeting I was having mixed feelings. Not sure that I should be happy because I never wanted to be a FA, or should be sad because I'm like not being deploy for some reasons. Until I asked Hazel if I'm in, then she tell me yes. And stuff like she couldn't remember who's the last one so she put Lydia in. I was like 'Huh?' ... But nvm la~ Just try my best lor~ Wasn;t really happy these days...... Don't know why again~ Seems so lost recently...... maybe because I am starting to get sick of what's happening around me? I do not know~ Haiz~ Suan le la.... I shall stop here le... proceed on to tt skillport thing. byebye~