Hmm........... Have many complexed thinking now..... Kinda dread tomorrow's arrival..... Someday special I supposed....... Will be turning 18 tmr~ Hmm..... Hmm........ Maybe becuase my mood for celebration is somehow dampened when 1 of my friend had this conver with me. Not exactly what she siad, but whatever I typed is what she conveyed. =)

She: Wee ar, you celebrating @ Alicia's place on Monday?
Me: Ya
She: Orhh.... Confirm le ma? If not confirm we going out liao leh
Me: I confirm with Alicia liao, she say not confirm?

After I just went off............

Hmm.......... Maybe I am just being too sensitive or what la, but is like...... Hmm........ I am always very enthusiastic about any of my friend birthdae celebration because I put them in high regard, but if that's what I am going to get, suan le lor........ Maybe I shouldn;t be expecting what I put in ba.... Or maybe I am just another someone in their life? Or they had already assume that I am no longer someone who will even make the slightest impact in their life ba? Don't know la~ I will not want to show out how I feel frm today morning just now when I was having my band prac.... Hmm......... Anyway, I am not worrying anyone of the pple who will be celebrating with me tmr to have the chance to see this...... Don;t think they will drop by too... Except for Jaime who drops by occassionally? Heh heh~ Suan le ba, I am no longer anticipating the bdae celebration as much already~ In any case, forget it.... I am still lucky isn't it. @ least I have pple and my best fren to celebrate with me~ =) I am ok~ No prob pple~ hehe~~