Went to the ASc meeting in the morning. Ermm.... Kinda queit there.. For some reasons like I'm very sleepy............. And I'm tired.. Slept late the night before...... Hmm.......... The pple there are quite nice... Easy to mix around. Well, some are rather shocked when they know about my results. But what can I say more? I know it's kinda impossible to get my results in Yr 1 Sem 1 , but well............ I did not put in as much effort as what other put in. But when I put in effort, things go haywire for me.... Sickening huh?! Can't blame anyone on that anymore. Have been sulking on the same thing for far too long. I want to study, but I am getting sick of it. Hmm............ Well, I do not know what I want either. Think tt's very bad. ASc is having their night cycling trial tonight over at ECP. Wanted to go very much, but I have other committment (WWinds.....) but well, end up I'm typing here while I am supposed to be there pressing my clarinet keys producing noises. My excuse being -> I want to study for my supp paper. And now me here happily hunting for downloads and switching back to irc toking cork with my pals.............. Sickening me...... What I want??? haiyooo~~~~~~ I want to go for the nite cycling trial~~~~~~ I miss the retreat where it bond strangers together at first and I don't want to miss other things....... But well, I do feel weird when pple ard me already know each other.... but what more can I say again??? I absent myself from the retreat for some matters and now I'm regretting it.... Stupid me........ Alrite.... I'm not toking sense... Ignore me.......... Shall stop here........ Gonna continue reading my novel.... bye~