Thngs had took a favourable turn for me and my sec school buddies. Don't know why... Got this feeling that e cause to our drifting apart of our friendship is caused by someone. Well. will not name out the person. Feeling rather low now. Well, I deserved it. No one to blame. But why do things always turn out to be ugly when I wooked hard for it? Really hate myself. Maybe I should have gone to a JC? I tend to slack too much in poly. But well, I'm a slacker. It's in me. No one to blame. Don't think I will be able to work for this vacation. Gotta prepare for so amny sup papers. Going crazy.... My notes are all over the places..... Arghh..... hate myself........... Here's one pic me, annie and Jaime took ytd.....