Yeap..... Had OC quiz earlier todae...... Well, intended jus take e quiz and go home... But my clique jus pull me back huh... Lucky for me, no cell bio tutorial and the lec ended 1 hr ealier........ Hmm.. Tmr's cell bio quiz and I'm not even starting my revision yet....... No mood..... A lot of stuff in my head..... Suddenly felt very out of place in school..... Have my reasons, and shall keep it to myself...... Ain't feelin' good..... but no one can help........... Bloggie............ Aren't you unhappy when pple throw their troubles at u? Well, maybe u're jus neutral........... Pple tell u their happy stuff too........... Hmm...... Don't know what I want to do now.... Staring at my cell bio notes with a totally blank mind............ Haizzz.......... I have a lot to say, but just simply tooooooooo lazy to type it out........ Hmmm......... feeling really very depressed now......... Felt real useless......... I do not know what I want~ How I wish I had not come to biotec ............ How I wish I had gone to courses like IT or multimedia tech... at least I'm doing what I like..... DAMN! Urghh.......... Have to bear with it for e sake of my future...... But come to think abt it again............ I have been failing............ Not studying despite the fact that I have tonnes of quizzes and stuff...... NVR do my tutorials etc etc............ How to survive.................. My mind is in a big whirlpool now~~~~

Am on the verge o breaking down already........ Always laughing and fooling ard in sch?! Well, I felt better in school.... when there're more people ard me.............. At home...... Ah~ Can go crazee............. What the fiaking hell I want?! Have been really paranoid these days.............. Suckz.......... I do not the purpose of the stuff I am dong....... For my future?! BULLSHIT.......... So what its for my future..... I'm not enjoying what I am doing, shld I say I will enjoy it later? In great dilemma................ Bloggie...... Who are u?! What are u?! Who set u up?! Why are u being set up?! I'm crazee.......... Pardon me.............. Have been trying to concentrate on cell bio...... I can't do it........... Woke up @ 7.30am.... Hoping I can study OC @ home for 2 hrs.... In e end........... Played comp till time's up.......... Off I go to sch unprepared...... The exma sare coming near..... And I know nuts bout what I had learn.............. Arghh............... Felt so irritated................. Tmr's Cell B gonna be a gone case again............... Shall go slack again...... To divert all attention away from myself........ Ciaoz~ Pardon me for the dots........