hmm.... Asked bout the maths quiz results frm ben awhile ago. Hmm.......... I responded 'Wahahahahahaha' upon knowing my results. Kinda fake ya? Felt lucky that I did not went to the lecture jus now. If not for sure my tears will just keep rolling. Feeling very sick and tired. This time round. I STUDIED! I PRACTICED! I SWEAR I DID! What is it that make me fail this quiz again? Well, somehow I expected that I'll fail. But I still do hope I'll pass! Hate myself. Hate myself for being a full time slacker. hate myself for not having any perservarance. hate myself for not having even a bit of determination to make sure I'll do well for my quizzes and stuff. Simply hate myself. Well, must make myself do the PIPC past year paper later no matter what. Just hope that I won't give up half way.

Just had a fight with my sis and mum. Somehow outalk my mum. She shouted me for something which I sis not intend to do. Well, of course have to shoot her with reasons. Feeling extremely down already. Why am I always putting up that smile of mine? Laughing along with my friends ..... Hmm.......... I don;t know ya............... Feeling really very pissed, f*cked up, worlds tearing apart. I'm falling into depression once again~