Suffering from slight depression now. Very sick and tired of everything. Annie again. Today Alicia went out with Annie [with Ivan of course] CL. I think natalie was with them also. Then told me what happen lor. Then think back of the days, it's like we* were sooooooooooooooooooooo close in the past... then now, like din even call each other, sms each other. then I attempt to sms her for her address just now. no reply lor. Last time is like e longest I wait is only around 2 hrs [because she's busy], now..... haizzzzzzzzzzzz................... I'm sick and tired of this le. Think o fthe past~~ Here is one of my favourite pictures....

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It's taken on our last day in Greenview as a student. We were soooooooo close at that point of time. It's not that I'm not satisfied with what I have now. I'm happy with my new friends, my new school, my new self. Yes, I have really changed a lot. I'm no longer the same weewee after school reopen. More responsible I supposed? Haha... In some aspect only la. Heehee... Okie... back to depression mode.... I don;t know what I want now. I'm still ok when Alicia didn't tell me what happened. but, haizzz.............. I really still treat annie as my one of my sisters. but I will really prefer her old self. the Annie I know.

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Haizzz........... I don't know what I want, there's a NE seminar tomorrow. Going to make myself study tmr no matter what. Even I am to fall asleep, I make sure I study for at least 3 hours tomorrow. IT'S A MUST!!! Haha... somehow I don't know why I am very unhappy. Found out that I'm revealing my selfsh self today. Being a bit selfish..... Promised Yvonne, janice and Wendy that we're confirm going to the library to study. But when Li xin , Juan zee say that they want to go to Frank's place for mahjong, I want to go so much. Well, at first I really want to go ... but... because i'm not invited u see.......... not in the sense of inviting... but no one asked me........ I don't want to go like as if I'm uninvited. but that's not the main reason la.... Just that I had promised my friends liao... Must keep my promise... But dunno why when Janice also agreed that we could go to Frank's place........ And Juan zee also ask me to go along........ I just agreed readily.... Then I feel sorry and guilty toward Yvonne and Wendy. haha.... but, nvm liao... because in the end... we stayed in the chool library~ TiOnGz~*! Wahahahahhaa.........

Today nothing much happen actually... Just some emotion struggles..... but today's CSAS lesson is fun. haha..... Lazy to type out now... maybe say in tmr's or sunday's blog ba... heehee~ pai seh ar!!! I need to rest liao~ Nites!!!!!!!!