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WhOoSH! Finally home... Know what? Today I forgot to switch off the fire when I went out for sch today. (-_-") .. Luckily I forgot to bring my APEL file which actually makes me come back home on time to turn off the cooker. Imagine e best curry my dad cooked so far is ruined by me. *hEaRt pAin* .. Haizzz... Struggled with my BMic tutorial today in school. I actually attempt to do it frm 10am... End up doiny my OC tutorial first, for a simple reason. My OC tutorial come first. Okie... Managed to finished my Bmic tutorial stuff by 11am. Then I'm left with 2 hours for my Bmic. And I can't finish it. For another simple reason. I and some other girlfriends are crapping there. Haizzz..... Looks like my attention lifespan is really very short. Cannot cannot... Must buck up liao. Feeling restless nowadays. Don't know why.... Haizzzz~~~

Somehow I don't know why... Feel so lost out of nowhere. Don't know my goals, don't know what I want. That kinda feeling is no good ya know that? And that kinda loneliness... And the thing I'm not alone except when I sleep. I miss my buddies. Jaime, Chris, Alicia... Ermm........ And Annie..... For Annie, I don't know how to put it in words... it's like I love the days when we come out to celebrate each other's birthday. the joy and fun we went through with each other. Then bitch around when we were shopping. You know... That kind of feeling is very different when 1 of them is not there. Even that someone is not active. It just feel so different. To be frank, I really missed annie. Just for 1 reason. We 'fall out' over a tweeny weeny matter that's not enough to make us even to argue. Maybe because over some bastard's' or bitch'es' . I don't know what happen. If anyone here happen to read this is a gossip monger among us. I don't care. The thing is I didn't pin point any names. =) But I would actually advised u all to mind your own fiaking business. =) thanks I don;t need u there to spice things up. Haizzz............... Maybe someday I'll just open a photo forum. Then from there, maybe u guys can somehow know how happy we were.... The days are all gone. Because all of us had grown up. Our thinkings, opinions are no longer like before. Whatever it is, people do leave their footprints in your heart. I believe I won't forget thos people who had stepped into my life before. But I do certainly hope, they in return, remember the memories we shared. Cheers. =)