Demoralisation...

Work have been rather demoralising recent... Do not know what to say but just start to feel like how I felt before. Just an empty shell wearing the white coat looking as if I can provide advises and shit. But I dont and most importantly.. I cant...

Well, another miatake done during my dispensing slot... Really v demoralising. What make it worse is... B is the one who 'came' to my 'rescue'. No doubt I do feel a lil down when she exclaim so loudly 'No! It's wrong' in front of the patients. But I do admit its my wrong when I am not equipped enough and I am out there dispensing... But its not like I chose to go out now. I cant possibly say I am not prepared when I am alr there for 3 months plus right? But I guess I would just have to learn and look at it with another point of view... At least I learn how to dispense that particular item properly. Sigh.... I must be stronger and be more self motivated. Time to pull up my socks~

Ok... Now for my girls.... J & Y... ok... I do felt alil unfair for them when I saw what's posted on the forum.... But yet I felt a lil relieved. Cuz since they passed the screening stage means they do have an edge over the othrs... Jia you ba! I am always here for ... 'ahem' 精神的support... LoL~ Now you girls are halfway thru and of course the hardest stage to pass... Must perserve on and throw away all things that are pulling you girls back from performing well k... =)

Next up... Another of my girl big day is coming... We shall see what happen ya. =) Hehe....

Alrite.. Shall stop blogging alr.. Actually felt like studying yet no mood. haiz.... Ciao...

Thought of the day: Should I just go and further my studies in PSB and get a degree in Pharm Sci so as to work in a drug manufacturing company (The $$ is good... haiz....)