1st week...

1 week of internship had past. I had made a friend. Made many people mad at me. Made several mistakes. I supposed those mistakes are made by me too. Happy? Maybe for the 1st day only. Whereby I spent 1st half of the day in TTSH and 2nd half of it in school. From Tuesday to Friday, I would say... h.e.l.l . Wouldn't say the people there is bad. But maybe I am the one who is unable to click with them. Maybe I am the one who isn't able to open up. Maybe I am the one who is slow.

Maybe I need time. Maybe I will just pass this SIP like the first week. And lots of maybes. I am seriously hoping and praying for better days to come. I had heed advices to go without expectations. I did learnt stuff. But why I felt I am just there to give troubles? I really don't know how to explain myself here. Feel extremely lethargic about everything.

Maybe I am dumb, that's why I always do wrong things. But why is all the fault on me? Sigh...