And all boils down to money again. Sigh..

Now I am really serious about going to Australia to further my studies. But I am so tied down by all the monetary issues. If only I am born with a silver spoon in my mouth. But I am not going to complain on that factor. I can't choose my family. And I am pretty well with them. But the monetary issue is really driving me up the wall.

But anyway, I had talked to my mum and dad about this issue for several times already. They are ok with me going. But once again. $$$$$$!!

Checked up several website to look up on their fees, and what are the other charges will be incurred. And of course their course modules and stuff. Well, I am pretty sure I wan to do Pharmacy. BUT! Think if I am ever going to do that, my family will kill me. For not sparing a thought for my dad's and mum's deteriorating health. I was told that going to poly is already a waste of time. Because as a girl, we do not need to pursue such high heights in academic wise. But that doesn't mean tradition can stop us from dreaming. And not to say stop us from achieving our dreams. But when I heard all those words, it does really struck a big negative impact on me..

I will be going to the Australia Diploma 2 Degree fair. Am going to dig out my O'levels results slip... print out my results in poly... zzz~ Very sian just to tihnk of these. Haiz... How I wish I could turn back time, and just bia in poly from the start. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.................

Enough of all these troubles.... Recently my cliques had click well with Nisha. Ha! This girl is simply hilarious. I don't know why she keep laughing and sorts. Ha, and recently Emily and her had been taking videos here and there. zzz~It's just a pity Nisha does not have a large memory card, if not I am sure she and Emily is going to take video every now and then. LoL~

oh, speaking of poly friends. I am glad I am in my own clique. As in at least not much of hypocrisy (IMO la). I don;t like people whom always habour intentions. And I don't like people whom are not appreciative. Haiz. What an ugly sight. Shall not eleborate more.

Am going to look up for more info alr. Byebye!

Joanne: Still don't know what is K & C ah? So sad! LOL!

-howiwishiamsmartenough,orrichenough,orhardworkingenough.butregretsdonotbringmeandwhere.sodoeslamenting.-