Low-ed

Felt weird tearing home. There's this auntie tt ask me if I am ok. Come n think about it, kinda funny la. Think cuz I am trying to keep myself compose the whole day and being normal ba. Trid to be quiet and 'arrange' my mood when I first reach school. Den all e way till PA2 lecture, den I realise I have to keep talking to keep my mind off all e shit I had. Life is just so full of contradictions.

Cried myself to sleep ytd nite actually. Cuz I am feeling so 'da bao bu ping'. Meaning, felt that I am being treated rather unfairly. Will not want to eleborate any further. I cried cuz I am feeling angry and sad. But I did felt helpless ba. My eyes still hurt. Haiz...

Guess for e time being I am still ok. Just pray for me tt there will not be anymore nonsenses ba.

Anyway, I submitted the form for ASc Studies Club Management Committee election. I do not know whether I will regret my choice. but, in any case, I am not very confident of getting into the comm this time round. Competition is strong ya... I guess people of ASc Studies Club AY 04/05 are influential people. Cuz we have around 20+ pple running for ASc this year. ha! Power-ed. Still thinking if I should put posters.

Emily: Don't think too much already. Actually everything is in your hand now. Not that there isn't any chances already. It is just whether you want it or not. If you had choosen this route, we will have to support u no matter what. Smile k?

Joanne: I hope what I said to u outside the LT today make sense. Although I am a lil unclear of what I am saying. But dun worry girl, if we lose something.. we will gain something in return. At least, the friendships we had gain so far... will not be lost. Don't always think so much on the bad side, things can be beautiful if u want them to be beautiful. Don't frown too much too! Don't keep thinking about it till the time comes k?

-iamtiredbutidonotthinkitmattersanymore-

-Join the club cuz you sincerely want to serve e club. but not for some pathway routing for scholarship.-