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Hmm.... Yesterday had been thinking a lot before I went to sleep. I missed my pals back in secondary school days~ But do they know that? Hmm.... I used to hate my secondary school life when I was in secondary 1 and 2. I think no one will like school if you know u're going to get fingers pointing at you... Having bad words everywhere pin pointing at you. That's how I get thru my lower sec days. Hmm... Must say failing my secondary 2 streaming is a blessing in disguise~ I met them... Spent lots of memorable days with them. Fun, Laughter.... Of course there're tears and sorrow when we pour out what we are really feeling inside then~ Hmm... maybe it's no longer important to them anymore. But definitely, these are going to be my treasured memories for sure~

So now I am in poly~ I enjoyed my poly life so far. I like my class a lot. If I were to say I do not interact with my sec sch classmates AT ALL.... Would anyone believe that?! LoL~ If I was to say I always say less than 10 sentences to at least 1 classmate (other than Alicia for sure) a day, would anyone believe that?! Hmm... I don't know. The very moment I looked forward then are either band practices, dismissal and recess. These are e only times I get to mix with all e 38s~ But it's all in e past. For now, I have the monkey~ Watermelon~ Peanut~ Yeah~ They should know who they are la~ Well, they brought great deal of fun and laughter to my poly life. I always dread the thought of having to start all over in poly always freak me out whenever I was to drift away while I was werking during the long long break b4 poly starts~ I wouldalso thought of whether anyone would want to be my friend? Would anyone treat me like what my lower sec "friends" treat me like them do? Lucky enough, I met a bunch of nice pple in poly... And I am still in e process of knowing more nice pple~  Pple like Lixin ah yee~ The grandmasters... Juanz.. do add some spices to the typical science student boring life. With all the sarcasm and cold jokes though~ LoL~ I used to brood over the friendship I had lost. But come n think about it... Whenever someone/a group of pple walks out of my life, a new person/group makes their entrance to my life too~ It really depends how I look at it. I do not lost or gain anything in e end~ So I think what I can do is to just make e best of today~ Cherish all moments with e friends I mind a lot, e pple whom I care...

Guess pple just learn from experiences and mistakes. Who don't go through depression? Who don;t feel you're at e 7th heaven? I guess these emotions will make someone more mature in their thinkings~ Hmm... Guess this entry is getting too long~ I shall stop le~ Gotta rush my PMic assignment (anti-climax~ LoL)... So pple, cherish all e pple ard u~ Even u dislike/hate them~ They let u grow into someone better~ =) Good luck for e coming exams~ Smiles!

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