Life? Hmm...

I hope there will be one day, where my dreams will be fulfilled....

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Will all people get fair treatment?

Hmm....... Was surfing some sites and come across some stuff........ Came to know somethings also.... haiz... getting sick.... Sometimes I hope I am not like what I am now. SOunds complicated? Think I am starting to think a lot again.... Was thinking, maybe I am not that important in anyway.... Sometimes I felt neglected.... Sometimes I felt that someone do cared about my existence anyway....... But sometimes I really felt being taken for granted.... I have a nice bunch of friends now.......... Like Yvonne, Janice, Wendy, Jaime........ But what happen to the others? I tihnk some people should know which group of people I am referring to. Either we no longer can talk to each other like how we did in the past........ Or they will lie to me for this matter or that. Am I that easy for people to fool with? I have emotions too....... I am not always that happy as what I seems... Maybe sometimes it's better to fool around then to get serious.... It's still better to bottle up how I felt at times.... If not people may think I am asking too much........ Hmm.. think that's the main reason why I have a blog ba........ For me to say what I want to say when I really think too much?

Hmm........ I miss secondary school times....... Hmm.......... I miss them...... Even though I always say 'Ah, won;t think too much abt them... I won;t care about them... bla bla~' But it's difficult to you know? I spent the critical 3 years of upper secondary school years with them......... Most of our memories are built together....... All were together.... We were really happy then...... Maybe I am too dependent on friends ba.... Like how my friends who are attached are dependent on their boyfriend........ Hmm....... Don;t know la........ Think I blogged long enough le..... Still hopping the song can play on my blog~