My existence in this world maybe a very big mistake. And I mean it. This whole week is practically crying, crying and still crying for me. What I owe them actually? I cannot play game while I am waiting for my group members email? I must do prject all the way? What do they mean by when they ask me to do hoursehold chores I will be doing project. When they do not ask me to do werk, I am playing game? I really had enough. I really do not want to hate them. But can they understand me more rather tha to throw hurtful remarks at me after one another? It wasn't as if I am not their daughter.